Why You?

I wake up this morning
I mean this afternoon
Wanting to get up out of bed.
But oh, not being able.
I stare at the ceiling
And I just remember you.
Oh boy, out of the blue.
The weirdest memory-
The memory of you.
I shake my head.
Say no, oh no.
What's gotten into me?
Why would I think of you?
I jump out of bed and sing.
Start my day with melodies.
So much to do.
Still thinking of you.
Gosh, why you?
Of all the other people
I find appealing in this world,
Why is my mind on you? I wonder.
I can't think of a reason.
Only that things happen.
Like the sun just rises.
In the morning it does.
Then the moon at night.
How I wish I wouldn't think of you-
Why you?
After all such time?
The days that passed?
I hate it.
So much, I hate it.
I'm gonna stop thinking of you.
It's not doing me good.
Nope, not at all.
So bye bye love.
Bye bye bittersweet
Rough edges around you.
Imperfect little huge smile.
Gosh, I'm still thinking.
Of you, still thinking.
Okay, I'm shutting up.
No more words.
No, no more.
Not even one.
I'm shutting up now.
I'm shutting up.